I'd walk away like a movie star who gets burned in a three way script

"if you could read my mind", a song i have loved on and off over the years (imagine that!) found me again this morning.

being so happy, so excited, so giggly again is strange. it is like meeting yourself again...for the first time. i'd forgotten what i was like. i like this me better.

but there's a touch (believe me, it is just a touch, like a spiderweb against your cheek)of melancholy. because the anger is gone. because i don't like failing. it is like waving goodbye to a steamship full of passengers you don't know from the shore. there's really no reason to feel you're going to miss them, but you do.